Sevin - Best I Can B lyrics

It's a long walk I gotta get to the messiah though I lift my hands to you in prayer I thirst for you (Best) As parched land in thirst for rain (Best) Jesus please help me Make me the best that I can be for you Cuz I'm ready to go all in Come quickly Lord and answer me Before my depression deepens Don't turn away from me or I will die Let me hear your unfailing love each morning For I am trusting you Show me where to walk For I give myself to you [Verse 1: Sevin] Half the time I say I do my best We both know that's a lie I say that to pacify the truth about my active eye Cuz it wants everything It's every dreamer's act to fly But I know that hell comes with that wealth I need your help to pa** it by I'm a misfit I'm bound to greed I need to sacrifice But I'm a shift kit without the D Yeah I lack the drive At that well you told that woman she won't thirst again Well I'm hurting and I'm cursed within Please help me out this hearse I'm in It starts inside the heart so I know I commit the worst of sins I need spend more time in prayer Than out here in search for friends Stuck inside the same cycle like I'm tied to a merry go It's sickenin how quickly we say we love a God we barely know We say that He is royalty but loyalty we rarely show I don't shine the light of Christ My life's more like Harry O I will turn my back on friends if in the end I'm back with you But I can do nothing on my own strength That's why I'm asking you to [Chorus: Sevin] Jesus please help me Make me the best that I can be For you Cause I'm ready to go all in Jesus please help me Make me the best that I can be For you Cause I'm ready to go all in [Verse 2: Sevin] Yeah And I was told that half the effort only gets you half the prize But that ain't right because mane it's all or nothing in the afterlife The bible says pride comes before destruction and the wretched fall Why even stress to cater to some flesh that won't progress at all Huh cuz if all is lost and fallen off then all is vain Mazel Tov I toast to the Holocaust We all in pain Nothing separates us all this hatred is just evidence that He is God and we did fall We have been flawed every since I'm looking at myself these days Trying to stay away from sin I fortified my house and yet Somehow it still keeps breaking in Do I need the company I keep Or is it me that's chasing them? I'm so frustrated I escape then go back and let Satan in He's risen He has given me the victory Let's face it then The truth is if I lose it's cuz I choose it I let Satan win To live is Christ to die is gain Life is pain and I am stained Reaching for a higher plane My sight ain't changed Christ remains [Chorus: Sevin] Jesus please help me Make me the best that I can be For you Cause I'm ready to go all in Jesus please help me Make me the best that I can be For you Cause I'm ready to go all in [Prayer: Sevin] Rescue me from my enemies Lord I run to you to hide me Teach me to do your will for you are my God May your gracious spirit lead me forward On a firm footing For the glory of Your Name oh Lord Preserve my life Because of your faithfulness bring me out of distress And your unfailing love silence all my enemies and destroy my foes For I am Your servant Amen I'm almost there