Sevin - Blow My High lyrics
Man.. be healed I'm on one right now I still haven't talked to you Now I'm on another Ya'am saying I hope it makes sense though Let's get it Bear with me… [Verse 1: Sevin] Yeah I sit here with this beer and this drink While I think and these tears many pour I can't deal anymore Mini four on my hip plenty stored in the clip I'm so tortured and sick Feel like torching a stick Getting high just to fly Far away take a trip into space cuz I can't Get a grip or feel safe Something's wrong or something strong keeps on rising inside It's a beast and it eats me alive from inside And his eyes are so cold and it cries for my soul I reply don't know why I am not in control Just a shell of myself I keep telling myself I'm okay but no way If i was I'd go pray and be healed But this feeling is k**ing me softly I'm awfully exhausted I lost it I think that I'm lost in this dream I should talk to a shrink Cuz I feel like my life has been tossed in the sink c'mon [Chorus: Sevin] I know I should be reading the bible yeah But instead I'm bleeding this bottle yeah The road is dark and my feet's on the throttle Feeding my sorrow with each swallow uh oh I know I should be learning the scriptures yeah But I'm twisting up and burning the swisher yeah I'm hurting and I don't know why Feel free to blow my high I need You [Verse 2: Sevin] And I sink deeper in till I can't sleep or grin And I can't even swim but the tide keeps on rising Horizons are bleak for the guy They mistreat him deceive him they cheat and they lie Sink their teeth in and leave him These leeches are bleeding him dry But he gives and he shares and he lives like he cares But he lives in despair so he is in the lair Of depression that lessons his will and I'm guessing It will be the reason this evening he's leaving this planet He is stranded on the Titanic and manically depressed And so yes he needs help reaching out thinking bout Bringing d**h to himself But he questions himself I've been off since a child Feeling lost feeling awfully nauseous and foul This is awkward but Lord can we talk for awhile I can't front I am drunk am I not still Your child Hear me out [Chorus: Sevin] I know I should be reading the bible yeah But instead I'm bleeding this bottle yeah The road is dark and my feet's on the throttle Feeding my sorrow with each swallow uh oh I know I should be learning the scriptures yeah But I'm twisting up and burning the swisher yeah I'm hurting and I don't know why Feel free to blow my high I need You [Verse 3: Sevin] Yeah yeah Lord my mood's so disgusting This suffering's just an excuse to keep using Abusing these substances Subsequently I'd give up being free What was valuable now is worth nothing to me Is there nothing to me that's worth quitting for Isn't your spirit abundant My fear is redundant I'm numb but I'm done Give me freedom please come quick Meet you at your feet and take my seat in Your sonship I'm depleted and dumb sick I need healing willing to do anything Including not chilling with people I run with So come with Your comfort Your son's hurt Work on me urgently Cuz it is absurd how I've turned from Thee Yeah cuz You're the greatest high I've ever known More popping than Vodka and Methadone medizone You're more than a Molly You're doper than Duff Your Holy Ghost is so potent I'm soaking it up [Chorus: Sevin] I know I should be reading the bible yeah But instead I'm bleeding this bottle yeah The road is dark and my feet's on the throttle Feeding my sorrow with each swallow uh oh I know I should be learning the scriptures yeah But I'm twisting up and burning the swisher yeah I'm hurting and I don't know why Feel free to blow my high I need You