Sevin - Back 2 You lyrics

Yeah what's mobbin' mane, uh You know I can dig it I've got the dirty shovel to prove it mane, yeah I've been where you at homie I'm not far removed you feel me Only by the grace of God bruh Real talk Yeah Yeah [Verse 1: Sevin] I'm born to die bro Soul is more than sorta hollow I've worn the sorrow Of a son that knows there's no tomorrow I'm holding hollows in these stolen rollows I can burn them all but there's an eternal war So I know there's more to follow I pour a swallow explore the bottle like Coronado My life is horrible nothing short of a horror novel There's no disguising it my vision is gone So surprised that I've lived this long inside this miserable song I'm wishin' I longed for more than just the mission I'm on Just a typical n***a driftin' with no visible home Can't be civil with my siblings So I live on my own Often nervous evil thoughts of murder be filling my dome Yeah I've taken lashes to capacity no more to tally Abort a child in the tortured allies of Northern Cali I've made the choice to take the oyster and leave the pearl Pain is art They gone see my mural before I leave this world Yeah I'm being honest as I should I feel the weight that is upon us I'm a psalmist for the hood Uh huh And I'm hoping that my song is understood Cuz they're unaware that You care And what You promise us is good [Chorus: Sevin] Don't forsake us just make us see You for who You are And we're so blind but there's no time for straying way too far Bring me back to You back to You Lord I know I've done You wrong Bring me back to You I'm asking You You're the place where I belong [Verse 2: Sevin] If this is living I'm sick of it n***a this is prison I'm seeing sicknesses depicted in my sickening visions d**h is whispering but I'm too lifted to listen Blood glistening like a prison When the moon hits it when drippin' And I'm slippin' to the depths of the threat There's no protecting me Cuz every second I wear the flesh that the devil's beckoning I'm soaked in filth and my soul is wilting like sick roses Thick doses of pain got me in hypnosis I stick closest to the ghosts of my bitter past At the cemetery where they're buried under withered gra** I hear them audibly calling me "Sevin follow me" Smell of d**h is all on me like rotten meat in the autumn heat It's like somehow my cup of sanity done got a leak I never planned to be this stranded And damned if I fall asleep I've eaten misery now I'm back for a second helping Helter skelter is my shelter… d**h is welcome Yeah I'm being honest as I should I feel the weight that is upon us I'm a psalmist for the hood Uh huh And I'm hoping that my song is understood Cuz they're unaware that You care And what You promise us is good [Chorus: Sevin] Don't forsake us just make us see You for who You are And we're so blind but there's no time for straying way too far Bring me back to You back to You Lord I know I've done You wrong Bring me back to You I'm asking You You're the place where I belong [Verse 3: Sevin] C'mon I'm fed up with nonsense And un-credible comments in my head I'm wanted dead I'm no detectable conscience No affection for those that got no exceptional content Slow regression my soul's in a co-depression to bondage Slippin in the sickest sin I ever could grapple While sippin' gin I'm mixing it with medical capsules I'm pissed like "being Christian's just an incredible ha**le Never rests does the devil he's ever ready for battle" The evil's seepin' in and it's weakening my state of mind I preach to people but I'm feeble and I'm straight up blind I'm married into the very sin that I speak against I rarely grin because every minute it keeps me tense I lay up late at night awake with my demons Knowing that one day I'mma have to pay for this treason Ugh there isn't any evil I won't do So father God I gotta keep my eye on You Yeah I'm being as honest as I should I feel the weight that is upon us I'm a psalmist for the hood And I'm hoping that my song is understood Cuz they're unaware that You care And what You promise us is good [Hook: Sevin] Don't forsake us just make us see You for who You are And we're so blind but there's no time for straying way too far Take me back to You back to You Lord I know I've done You wrong Bring me back to You I'm asking You You're the place where I belong