Sevin - Break Tha Gla** lyrics

Yeah Check check Yeah yeah [Verse 1: Sevin] Jesus i'm bleeding internally I need to brush the hem of your garments Healing's in your touch And within I've been tarnished Condemned apartments where I spend an enormous Amount of time trying to find an end to the carnage My heart is suspended in darkness I'm a lonely child Cuz for a while my only friend's been a carca** Heartless murder is like the scent of a garden So I know I'll find d**h on my end of the harvest Don't be surprised if I Pause to dry my eyes cuz I cry at the end of these comments The walls is closing in to be honest Thoughts of suicide just so I could put a end to the nonsense They think I'm just rapping these words Oblivious to the fact that I am actually hurt You think distress is a act to a perp? n***a sometimes I sit and pray for d**h In the back of the church Yeah This is the highway to hell and just a crazy ride My life's an empty shell since my baby died And I'd rather see a cell than have a shady bride So lately I get intoxicated and pray to God Please believe me when I say that I don't pray for money Anything that pleases me Lord You can take it from me Cause I'm just trying to be closer to you Instead of only finding hope sniffing coke with a brew But that's what the hopeless will do Constantly worried about being buried So I can't refocus my view These little kids don't wanna go to the school They wanna sell dope Cause when you broke nobody notices you I crack the book and just vibe with a song If I look to see the light then tonight I'ma survive to the dawn These n***as write but they lie in they songs You ain't never seen fright until you had somebody die in your arms Believe it [Hook: Uncredited Singer] My heart is torn apart My soul's the deepest space I'm so empty inside They say that I should seek Your face I can't run full of fear I can't escape my past Every time I look in the mirror I just wanna break the gla** [Verse 2: Sevin] My whole life I just bathe in regret Since I gave into s** First time I had to spray for the set First time selling d** I had an eighth on deck First time I fell in love was shellin' slugs in a straight arm tech And now I gotta pay my respect So many slangers in debt It's like I'm living in the city of betrayal and yes Lil' dayday off his rep in the street Repped for a week When I found out that his boys stabbed him to d**h in his sleep Then Marcus took them bucks to the shirt Took us three hours to clean his guts off the turf I send my prayers up to heaven and I take it in stride When they shake and they die Try not to pry for the sake of my pride I would if I could bottle my tears I've spent a lot of my years Weepin' for dead peers Poured out a lot of my beers We seen lot of letters from jail I'm bout as happy as a n***a wit a sweater in hell These other seekers that you never should tail I gotta fight until I'm dead or in jail I'm at the cliff and I'm leaning on the edge of the rail I'm often quiet but sometimes it feels better to yell I search for pleasure and fail [Hook: Uncredited Singer] My heart is torn apart My soul's the deepest space I'm so empty inside They say that I should seek Your face I can't run full of fear I can't escape my past Every time I look in the mirror I just wanna break the gla**