Sevin - Let it Rain lyrics

[Verse 1: Sevin] I know sleep is related to d**h so its do or die They said the sky is the limit, I'm shooting high Unless I got court i ain't in a suit and tie All star in this block sport since Junior High I'd be a lie if I said it had no effect Gang of homies died trying to be a Boeing Jet That means fly if you ain't knowing yet Most never know its two sides until the coin is set n***a, my mental issues got issues Raised on the block if they diss you pop pistols I got more dead friends than I can count now And I don't wear watch don't like to see my countdown The hood will think you balling if you weigh a few You try to help them but its hard when they betraying you I see its finna be a like summer hold on, Hello? (Yo is Sevin there?) naw n***a wrong number [Chorus] Its so hard loving, heart ain't budging When your this deep in the game I'm so used to this weather I'm like let it rain X2 [Verse 2: Sevin] Yea And its hard to feel the sun when your hearts cold Feeling like a blind man at an art show I be drinking all night to the bar's closed popping narcos Until I'm higher than a stars nose Life's cooking me slow over the charcoals Packed for the guilt trip got a whole car load Did they jump the gun or did I start slow Tried to read between them lines, bar-code I know I'll receive what I'm praying for If I can stay on knees like I'm laying floors It takes work to be great what you playing for This worlds seems fake so I stay in doors (I don't want to fail you no no), I swear I don't (So much I want to tell you Lord) I got so many sins to confess I can't wait to put an end to this stress, yes [Chorus] [Verse 3: Sevin] And this is for my two brothers Rest in peace man the streets miss you I'm still here wishing I can sleep with you They say its wrong to fornicate but without s** Me and d**h would have a boring date My tears don't fall from my broken eyes I guess its like trying to make the ocean cry I'm prepared for them all though I hope I die When I see you Lord I hope your arms is open wide Soaked in pride for the gang threw my soul aside Trying to live a double life like there's no divide I'm so cold inside lost without your warming love Cursed to walk with no umbrella in a storm of blood Is my pain and my stress worth mentioning I feel so chained to the flesh that I'm tempted in I was not with it before but I repent for sin And I hear you knocking at the door, so enter in [Chorus]