Sevin - Neva Believe You lyrics

If you woulda told me that I woulda ended up here If you woulda told me that I woulda ended up here If you woulda told me that I woulda ended up here That's right Aye Aye Depressive my adolescence a manic lair Candles lit Both hands are gripped a satanic prayer Besides cold my eyes holdin' a blanded stare Soul full of sorrow I'm hollower than a can of air Visions of suicide Where the noose is tied strangling me As I hang dangling from a chandelier When me and d**h have a dinner date I fly to a sinner's fate In hell I disintegrate... Like a strand of hair My soul's hollow Sipping opiates from cold bottles And serial k**ers became my role models I've sown sin so it's evil that I reap It's grown in Now I'm seeing dead people in my sleep No peace So I'm slippin' in further to drug addiction And the wickedness I'm sippin makes me quicker to murder I can't imagine how the badness that I'm living in hurts ya And the fact is I didn't deserve ya If you woulda told me I woulda ended up here I woulda never believed you If you woulda told me I woulda ended up here I woulda said someone deceived you If you woulda told me I woulda ended up here I woulda never believed you And you couldn't of sold me that I'da ended up here Or that I woulda ever received you Yeah C'mon For real Aye Aye Felt like I was wading without a life vest Lifeless Fully submerging under the undertow Rejected fellowship so many skeletons Been deposited in my closet And buried under my bungalow Soaked in condemnation I'm hoping this conversation is confidential Cuz I am confessing things that no one could know But you're my antithesis I must come befo' I'm just a shadow anticipating the sun to glow When I think of all the dirt that I've been diggin' lately Yet You give chase and embrace me It invigorates me Cuz You didn't forsake me or incinerate me Ya generate me and lift me so I could sit in safety Yuh How could I comprehend Your kinda love Huh When nothing on this earth compares Just wanna rest in the presence of the Shekinah dove Even if the worst is here By Your spirit I'll persevere If you woulda told me I woulda ended up here I woulda never believed you If you woulda told me I woulda ended up here I woulda said someone deceived you If you woulda told me I woulda ended up here I woulda never believed you And you couldn't of sold me that I'da ended up here Or that i woulda ever received you