Sentinel - The History Weave lyrics

I'm forced to walk forever Shouldering the burden of the ever mounting days Continually awaiting the end of interminable time The fractures in this facet of humanity Are mirrored in my heart I have the faintest memory of a perfect place This is the unravelling of the history weave If only my body could disappear as the fabric of time frays I seek self-destruction with burning intensity Arresting the looming destruction And suffering for those who know me not When will I be gifted the chance to vacate this life? Grasp the bonds and feel shivers of anticipation One moment of cowardice, one moment of bravery When did the two become one? One final moment of release And I shall know the sweet grace of peace Words spat with an acid tongue to corrode my will, will cease Stormy sick skies separate A ray of purity pierces the looming shadows And shows me light again To be finally comforted once more by the hands of the Father To feel safe as I have not in ages Sagacious words are a promise of rebirth Given the chance to start myself To start everything, again I shall be reborn fresh and the world with me The rain to wash away my pain The rain to wash away everything The earth revitalised and humanity given a clean slate The grey-washed landscape now a picture of infinite colour With this resurgence I return to my hopeful self This convalescence will make me whole again The History Weave remains