Sensus - Bullet of Blue: (Cargoplane) lyrics

I get shot by a bullet of blue, everytime I think of him and you Shattered heart forced to pick the pieces apart and put them back Just to get shattered again, O I don't want to be__ your target practice It feels like i'm just racing shadows, wish the sun would go down so your nowhere to be Found, still your voice sounds in my head and I can't get it out, my heart has an infected wound If you listen closely you can hear a broken heart outloud, and it feels like im drowning in tears of Pain, staying close to you is insane still i stay Because even though you hurt me, all I remember are the times you made me smile, O please Make me smile again, O a bullet of blue, why do I love you Because even though you hurt me, all I remember are the times you made me smile, O why can't You love me too. O a bullet of blue I keep looking at clocks and watches, O when is my time to light up matches in the dark, I feel like an addict needing you as a drug, But i'm out of luck, you can't be my h**ne in this world O___ 4x Knock the stuffing out of my heart still anytime i would take a dart| of blue___ for you____ O looking trough my telescope for a loophole that will lead me to you, o I feel like a lost soul And I keep climbing higher and higher although the ladder is unstable, O love is hanging on a cable, cut me aloose catch me or let me fall just dont let me hang here for all| to see O a lonely heart nailed down to a cross, still alive but still in shock, 'because your heart is out of stock Chorus: Because even though you hurt me, all I remember are the times you made me smile, O please Make me smile again, O a bullet of blue, why do I love you Because even though you hurt me, all I remember are the times you made me smile, O why can't You love me too. O a bullet of blue Bridge: Because cupido forgot to pack an even amount of arrows, he only left a blue arrow for me, is this Even worth fighting for, girl i love you too can't you see,locked up in a torture room just need to find the key. O please just love me