[Verse 1] I blame myself for never saying anything You're dead to me But I'm the fool who still believes That one day you'll actually see That you missed out on everything My innocence you devoured You f**ing coward [Chorus] I'm finding faith myself tonight And finally, I got it right I must forgive you to move on It's my only choice Cause you'll never come To fill up all the cracks in this foundation [Verse 2] All the fear, all the panic and shame I'm afraid I'll be like you one day I'd love to hear the things you tell yourself to pa** the blame Your own daughter barely knows your face You set the fire and then walked away Leaving everyone to clean the mess that you have made Everything you pa**ed down to me The stiff right hand, this f**ing disease What do I get for being your son Nothing [Chorus] [Bridge] Jesus Christ, look what you've done Abandoning everyone that you should love You f**ing failed me All that I have left Is a choice to forgive or forget Hold your hand to the fire You f**ing liar [Chorus]