Senses Fail - The Martyr lyrics

When I look back I miss the hope I used to have The sense of pa**ion and the meaning Cause I'm not the same I'm not the one that plays the part Of a martyr with a broken heart [Pre-Chorus] Leaving me to be nothing So bury me I used to feel something inside of me I used to feel something inside [Chorus] Now every time I pick myself up I just fall down faster So what's the use of trying To be something I'm not I've still got hope that I can Fix this all with one disaster I'll die alone Ashamed without a note So look at me What exactly do you see A man who isn't what he once was I hate myself but I'm to blame I fell in love with the state of shame [Pre-Chorus] [Chorus] I'll die alone Ashamed without a note I'll die alone. Oh, [x2] I hang all my lies, on hooks with my art To show myself, a cowards heart Cause all I want, is to forgive myself To burst inside, and bloom alive The truth in me, is so blurry The lines have been my guide But I have drown all....... I bare with me, uncertainty My insecurities, redefine who.... I hang all my lies On hooks with my art To show myself [x2] [Chorus]