[intro] I might just be on a high a** note [verse 1] Here's another story about a kid you might know Only 15 but hangs with thugs Cuz when he goes home, he gets no love Dad's out of the picture in jail, his mom's always drunk as hell Always getting in fights bc of his anger, but really he's depressed, but nobody listens to him yell He embodies his mother, and now he's drunker than a motherf**er! In the cuts, roll up a blunt, fill the cup, get f**ed up Drowning all his sorrows w/ a 40oz He's on the blue line leaving, he's tryna leave out Because the cops are expected to raid his house He goes with his grandma, but she's too old To know, all the things he's been shown He's in the kitchen w/ the baking soda making a quick fix and He hears a knock and he pulls out his sh** quick and It's a couple of kids from up the block He doesn't think, so he pulls out his Glock [verse 2] Now the block's hot w/ tons of cops They enter the house, he finds his way out from the back Goes back a little later, just to find out those motherf**ers shot his grandma, nothing to do to save her All because he wanted to make ends This is the way he's lost all of his friends Does he call 911 or retaliate? What the f** does he do, his grandma's soul's headed towards the pearly gates Shaking, he grabs the phone, and he puts down the chrome The cops come and he regrets it Because they see what's been cooking, he's arrested Never a snitch, charged with a drug charge and a murder at 15, ain't that a b**h! He does some time, a couple years later, they send him to the county Looks completely different, drinking homemade liquor, insane, acting belligerent Bumps into an OG in the cell, just to find out that's his dad, well, well, well His dad thinks he's k**ed his mother The only woman he cared for, now he realized how much he loved her Beating on his son, like he's not even his flesh Just to find out the real story, here's the rest Cops ran up in his house, thought his grandma was hiding him Now he realized his time should be a shorter amount Cuz he's serving time for the cops, not a fair count His dad tells him what he needs to do, so he picks up a weapon bc of his adrenaline fuel Cuts his face and all there is, is blood He drowns, that was the only way he could get out of his feelings, now he's above But all the prison guards sees is a dead man and a weapon The dad catches a third strike "it was a suicide!" "yeah right, sir, get to steppin" R.I.P EdgarLoko, the guy who first had me in a chokehold