Self Torture - Miss lyrics

my throat knots as I repeat your name my heart shrinks then grows thrusting itself against my chest even when you're under on top I'll deny you're not there you're not there time comes no grasp on self I choke and release you were my friend my eyes bulge as I count the few years my heart stops and shivers with our memories even when I'm under I know your on top Refusing that I'm there I am your friend You're my friend