Self-Provoked - Define Paranoid lyrics

-Verse 1- Walking down my street around 2AM Writing on bus stops til the morning blends With the night, Im high Wish I had a disguise I dont like being recognized by low lifes Tryna start sh** Always on that tryna be hard sh** Tryna pull cards Where you from, these f**ers make me car sick And I ain't even drivin for my sickness I hear sirens Paranoid, I never close my eyelids, I ain't rollin dices No chances are given, now im walkin all lifted Dodging cops from a distance, my enemies want me missin And nowadays, I can only fight with one arm So who harmin who? Has a greater chance Id rather stick through the dance Finally, past the 7/11, back to my side Where I reside, where everything is all fine Cuz by that house, your guaranteed to find my peeps Tryna start sh**, youll get your a** written on like jeeps -Chorus- These are my thoughts everytime i walk the street Paranoia yo, it got the best of me Define paranoid, when we livin with police And other things, that got us dodgin while we creep -Verse 2- About to go inside the crib to pack a fat bowl in the bong But i crossed a lady, askin me directions to the mall She said she smelled the herb and Wanted to smoke along, she was bomb So followed my thoughts, and got inside the car Where are you takin me miss? I try to say all smooth She acted strange, looked at me and said You have no clue? And that was true So I really started thinkin Why she going to the mall? That sh** is closed, I got a feeling Then we approached the mall She looked at me and saw That I was kinda nervous actin all alert and odd She told me to relax and 10 seconds after that I see 5 mothaf**as with masks and bats I get out the car and put my hand in my pants Pulled out my nine and bangbang that was the end of that Awoke at 3AM, sweatin like im runnin laps I ain't even own a gat, life as a paranoid cat -Chorus- These are my thoughts everytime i walk the street Paranoia yo, it got the best of me Define paranoid, when we livin with police And other things, that got me switchin when i dream