Self Destruct - Remnants Of d**h lyrics

It goes something like this We censor ourselves by deleting syllables I grew up same way you did 'Cept I remember seeing my mothers dreams for me come crashing down Never wanted me a latch key kid Came home to an empty house She must've known how much it would reflect the rest of my life Somedays I can't piece together what was lost and what I've found Still screaming f** you if you can't feel me What I mean to say is, you can-- if you open your mind to what you can't see, feel me? I've walked with snakes, sheep and wolves Only now understanding None of those were meant for me Something like indigo Something like spiritual I'll let you decipher from here Just steer me clear of that F.e.a.r 'til my physical disappears And beyond eternal I (i) she who walks with wonder I (i) she still knows that hunger Blessings be, blessed to be From now Til yonder