Self Destruct - NWO lyrics

I'd been waiting countless lifetimes For you to inject me with your love But it never came Oh, it will never I'd been waiting so long To be reminded of how to live To be shown the blueprint Of where these serpents dwell All I wanted was some guidance Guidance i've been lost without Running around in circles Wanting to erase my anger My venom filled tongue Transcended worlds Vida balances on light beams As redundant as I care to be Rituals lead by numbers Painting my spirit with holes of 7 lessons I'll never forget Whose this leader of this New World Order Whose this leader of this New World Order Whose this leader of this New World Order Whose this leader of this New World Order Behind my eyelids I've died so many times Caught in the silence Between my breaths Swimming down shores of past memories Bid my soul a decent rest This time On my quest to find Gifts my ancestors left for me Trapped inside this paradigm Lest we forget It's that cryptic sorceress k**ing me softly I'd dined on finer thangs In heaven Clouds and fairy wings Just waiting Patiently observing your unravelling Talking to my reflection 'Bout who can fake it best On street corners peddling My believes that each moment Get repeated back unto me So many questions left unsaid Channel my energy towards a deeper chest Where soliloquies are my tear drops Phantom wandering Catch me right before my apocalypse Speaking in tongues you'll never guess Like like Whose this leader of this New World Order Whose this leader of this New World Order Whose this leader of this New World Order Whose this leader of this New World Order I do