Secret Keeper - Gravestones lyrics

Everything I love turns to gravestones Just know that I miss you It's so cold, all alone Everything I say Falls short, anyway I'll bite my tongue And close my mouth I won't cry Till the blood comes out I feel locked out From the inside With no room to breathe And I'm out of time This home I've built Is no shelter now A vacant soul Tear me down I can feel it again There's something wrong in my head I won't go back to where I've been Cause the Florida heat Still burns my f**ing skin Cause I'm a selfish prick I deserve this I'm the kid who's always sick Still s**ing down cigarettes And I made you a promise That I couldn't keep Cause I had to work on fixing me Maybe next year I'll be better Maybe next year I'll quit