Secret Keeper - Dwell lyrics

I've carried you inside my mind for my entire life Head in my hands, weighed down Any lower and I'd be in the ground I'm wasting breath and I'm wasting space Doubled over from the pain I'd give anything not to feel this way Nobody gives a sh** unless you feel like them And I'm starting to think that you never cared I feel gutted So much for friendship And that's how it always is You'll leave and I'll dwell on it I still reside in this broken home I can cover up the cracks in the walls But there's no fixing the nights I have spent alone I've carried you inside my mind for my entire life Head in my hands, weighed down Any lower and I'd be in the ground Misery loves company and I'm here to stay I can never say what I mean Cause my anxiety is a conscious being It's got me by the throat Strangling It's f**ing suffocating I know we all die alone but I didn't know That living would be this cold Nobody gives a sh** unless you feel like them And I'm starting to think that you never cared I feel gutted So much for friendship And that's how it always is You'll leave and I'll dwell on it