Sebastian Sartor - October 4 lyrics

October 4th, 1989 Was born in Africa no that is no lie Who ever thought that I would start to rhyme, get some shine, A refugee on the rise If only I could take pictures with my eyes As if you ate a mine it'll blow your mind Mother f**er don't you tell me bout no grind I snuck in 24 countries and I ain't have no dime No money at all, no food to buy My country at war, most of my people died Ain't come to you and say for an average life I told my mom and dad I'm out cuz I'm busy chasing lights Don't tell me I'm hot, I'm on my own co*k I got the key to happiness you ain't changing the lock Cuz when I speak the truth there's no hush Now hands in the air like its a holdup And keep them real high, if your life rough Just know you're not the only one, there is a us Days where I felt that I had no gut No bread no cheese no cold cuts Stressed out, break the weed, time to roll up Haters talk sh** like they so tough But they so bu*t, quick to fold up Come to my hood there is no love Money coming in, slow bucks Can't get a job, I'm so stuck Too much pride for Dunkin' Donuts Working there had me probably f**ing go nuts So I sold bud, learned that the streets got no trust So I slept in the studio about 4 months Got drunk just to numb my emotions Gotta get the rap game while I'm still young My momma lost her job, that's no funds Cuz now I can't stop, cuz I'm her son I gotta get this guap or else we're done Can see her stress smokin' out her lungs Family dependant on me, IM THE ONE So it's time to make a cla**ic Stood back watched the game I learned it then I mastered All rules number 1 don't become and addict Cuz its hard to get down to earth when you always in your attic Just cuz you see me don't think that I haven't made it Same mother f**er just at a different location Sometimes you need the suburbs for a little motivation There's more to the world than just a Brooklyn basement Closer to my dreams, I can almost taste it They put 30 Gs expecting me to Drake it They read up on my tweets Mad cuz I'm there favorite Lyin' through their teeth, he ain't a beast he just fakin' But I'm amazing, been the truth face it Weird I'm no basic, you a zero watch me ace this If she don't like me then she must be a gay b**h Cuz every girl I smashed, toes curl up like bacon Same people, I came up with started hatin' Told my sister just be patient See it in my dad's eyes he could not take it But as long as I don't stop I got a chance to make it I need some time, I'm doing it all without an apron Just be patient Man I'm caught up in the game, what if the world end? I lost friends, education, and my girlfriend Ain't gonn' front the sh** was all worth it f** it I don't need nobody cuz nobody perfect Dropped my last tape, wasn't a piece of cake Still hungry and I feel I haven't met faith Feel like success pa**ed me and I was running late I knew I stood her up, can I have another date? New runner-up, they the one to race I put it on my mother, I swear Gashi great Take my soul if I don't fit that description Here's a new take tell all my haters listen Tell all my, my haters, to listen Tell them I'll be, yes I'll be waitin' for forgiveness Tell all my, my haters, to listen Tell them I'll be, yes I'll be waitin' for forgiveness I'll be waiting [hmm hmm hmm hmm hmmmm] I'll be waiting [ouu ouuuu ouuuuu ouuuuuuuuu] I'll be waiting [ouu ouuuu ouuuuu ouuuuuuuuu] I'll be waiting [ouu ouuuu ouuuuu ouuuuuuuuu] I, oh I, I followed my heart and lost my mind But ill be fine ohhhhhh Yes I'll be fine ouuu Ohhhh ahhh Oh ah I followed my heart and lost my mind, but ill be fine Yes, I'll be fine Yes, I'll be fine Yes, I'll be fine Fine Fine Fine Fine Fine Fine Fine