Sebadoh - Open Ended lyrics

Here's an open-ended threat, subject to interpretation But I don't wanna fight just yet, I wanted to see what would happen And maybe I don't know my place, still thinking like a child Only trying to shake this shadow, squinting through a broken window Know who deserves it, who got there first Who lied about it and made things worse See, it don't matter I've only begun to confuse you It's what I do Here's an open-ended threat to tip the balance we've been riding With all this talk of honesty, I look and see who's really hiding Know who deserves it, who got there first Who lied about it and made things worse See, it don't matter I've only begun to confuse you It's what I do You deserve it, you got there first I didn't make it and that's still hurts I could be floating or ready to explode If I don't show, no one knows