Sebadoh - Bouquet for a Siren lyrics

I'm hiding nine wives, close my eyes Valiant, like a god I fly Merry-go-round, window-speak Working only for luxury Married to failure, dulled by grief I'm fighting on and off full-cheek (?) Since when again, I care, I swear I don't intend to be mean Siren glides from surf to cliff Endearing language, provocative I'm here to say what's done is done Serving shark's fin soup for everyone Beautiful women in the world to see I'm a born romantic, EAG Gotta right to find an American dream And so what? Stranded here high and dry Got a cause on the region, on the beach I lie (?) Fortunate to wait and see On these stepping stones of dust we've roped at defeat Feeling as weak as a circus freak I gotta relocate, I wanna sail the seas We should've never kissed, never played Pardon me, I had a place to stay Enlighten my wives, close my eyes Fell to you, like a god I fly Merry-go-round, window-speak Working only for luxury Married to failure, dulled by grief I'm fighting on and off full-cheek (?) Since when, again, I care, I swear I don't intend to be mean Siren glides from surf to cliff Endearing language, provocative I'm here to say what's done is done Serving shark's fin soup for everyone (strange days) I'm scared (I'm scared of dying) Don't let me die Where's my lover? (Where is my lover?) And again, again, again, again, again