Seasons Change - Not Sorry lyrics

Don't ask me if I ever think about you, I do, Just not in the ways that you'd like me to. I've never felt this cold. I think it has something to do with the fact that I lack any confidence in myself. I just find it hard to believe that I was something special, when you were doing "something special" for everybody else. Don't ask me if I ever think about you, I do, Just not in the ways that you'd like me to. and I don't want to know that you miss me.. and I don't want to know that you're sorry. I'm not sorry, I'm better than ever without you. I'm not sorry, I'm better than ever without you. You see, I used to wear my heart on my sleeve, but your touch was always colder than the air you breathe. Well, I guess that's what made it freeze. I spent every single day worried and afraid of what might be, but I just told myself, "I'm sure it was nothing." I'm not sorry, I'm better than ever without you. Don't be sorry, you'll be better off if you just forget about me. I hate that now, I have trouble trusting people I should. If I could forgive and forget, and move on, then I would, but how could I forgive someone that stabbed me in the back just to get to my heart? (I hope that you miss me) They say nice guys finish last, but I was f**ed from the start. (I hope that you're listening) Tell me, was it worth it? I can see honesty in your eyes for the first time, when you say that you're dying. You dug yourself into a rut, looking for a way out. How can you say I'm hurting you, after all that you've done? Stop looking for people to blame, just cause you f**ed up. I wish there was a way to explain the amount of pain you've caused. I wish there was a way to get back all that time I lost. Well, maybe someday you'll find someone that'll treat you right. You'll save time if you don't check bed by bed, night after night.