Sean Leon - Corpses lyrics

When Paul died, I cried a hunnid nights Locked up in a self made prison, I done did a hunnid lifes All of this pain, all of this vice 22, but what is my life? Blocked out, everything is out the reach of a n***a locked out Sleeping over at my teachers, real sh** I slept over at my teachers Wore the same clothes, had to wear the same sneakers No phone so your friends cannot reach ya You wanna be alone but the pain will not leave ya Try to smile, put yourself to denial But when it's sitting on your brain, all this sh** could just eat ya This sh**'ll just eat ya A failure in your life with no teacher to teach ya The biggest fight is when you're up against yourself And you try to beat yourself but yourself just beats ya My brother took all of my cash and blew it on d**, n***a So I don't wanna be a thug, I just want love, n***a My brother took all of my stacks, all of my cash And blew it on d** but, I just want him back But that's some f** sh** My cup runneth over, toast, don't interrupt it Government guidelines, the key to corruption We grow to be corpses We grow to be corpses, chasing these Porsches