ScubaYogaPirateFlame - Doubts and ifs lyrics

Nothing to say I'm wasting, sorrows, thoughts of tomorrows Past actions, trapping me, mentally, say this, I wish I could do, failing is possible, and Its haunting me October, they got costumes, they got mask I ask myself how long will this last? Slow flow put you to sleep Got to sleep only time that I have peace Count sheep last night was a full moon Its like it ended too soon Consumed with the thing thats in the room Swept like the broom, losses Catch it, toss it Lessons, Midi Session, Creating and wasting, and waiting often If I was the greatest rapper, Hip Hop would be alive Wasting time spitting rhymes and I know it But the lines hit my mind like its dopeness Dopamine I mean I really feel the rhythm in my blood steam Perfect combination Reward System authentic, I'm In It Mental States make tracks that relate to the state of mind that I made! These trains of thoughts cost, Free Time! I cannot free my mind, I cannot keep wasting time Excuses on excuses, I still by it By the bayou, Cla**ic Vinyl, Island Style surrounded by my flows