Scott Hardkiss - Conflicted lyrics

[Sample] These were known as samurai [Intro] Always been conflicted Always been conflicted [Verse 1] I strained to obtain so I could give more Most dangerous when there was nothin' to live for For that fetti bag ready to let the six pour Was on nuttin' long enough, need a big score The harmony dreamin' had me constantly schemin' Rarely peace, and barely a beast, armed like a demon Singin' tough upbringin', swore it was the hardest A lot of years starvin', before I was a artist When bringin' tomorrow the sorrow plus the hurt Finally eatin', reapin', it's just dessert It's just, so trust my work from dusk to dirt Committed rhymes, if you give it time, much is learned Firm dense, but earn strength with a young store Brought hammers to grammar school - hence the gun talk The coke drought made it a cesspool What they ail is steel, need a fresh j**el Enthralled in crime not more but nah less cruel Attractive street where active eat the less drool I speak bra** tacks to my last acts My gift might be missed if mixed with trash raps The nights whole, slice your loaf if you ain't breakin' bread Some hate wait and beg, we take instead [Hook] Mommy told me be a good boy Need you alive, please survive, you my hood joy Pops told me stay strapped son You need the shotty, be a body or catch one Always been conflicted Always been conflicted Always been conflicted Always been conflicted [Verse 2] Where you from? During what years? You from the slum, where you was upstairs? What you seen, what you been through? Where your team, what your men do? In over your head, who gon' defend you? Who gon' defend you? Demonstrative, get you popped where the monsters live Your people pay for your mistakes, hope they comp' your wiz From honor, I don't speak drama I don't know about I hold the pen, ain't goin' know how it was going out Not blessed divine, want to live good the rest are mine Fly rewards for my recordings, don't stress the shine Wrote the screenplay, direct, and set design They writin' deadlines, I ain't pressed for time That haste makes waste, you saunder and slip But I find when formin' a script, let's ponder a bit [Hook] Mommy told me be a good boy Need you alive, please survive, you my hood joy Pops told me stay strapped son You need the shotty, be a body or catch one Always been conflicted Always been conflicted Always been conflicted Always been conflicted [Outro] Always been conflicted I got my good from mom duke I got my math from pop duke, for real Conflicted Always conflicted