Scott David Seidler - Giving up the Happiness lyrics

Lost in my own soul, Captured on a boat of emotion, On a sea that some call an ocean, Trapped and dying so slowly, Maybe this whole story isn't real, But to me it's as if I can't escape, I won't let go, I can't let go, Everyday a new storm buffets me, And I feel the water rise, Just to my head, Before I can fight it back down, At times I find that I can't give, Maybe it's because I'm sick, Not all that well, Consumed by it all, Some things get me, I try to run, But I'm overtaken by this void, Where have you gone? Why do I wanna just stay down, When I could get back up? I think I know why, It's because you're gone and I can't get over goodbye, Just when I thought it was all gonna work out, Things just took me for a ride, A long walk off a short pier, And the water was cold, It just swallowed me whole, I could do nothing but let go, "Overcome my soul, Life's ambition has left me cold, Scared and all alone, Trapped with only an air bubble keeping me alive, I don't know what to do, Ever since I lost you, To that lifeless sinner, On that cold night in December, Come back my love, Back from the great beyond, Return to me dear, Don't leave me so alone, Why did she have to leave? Did it have to be my one and only love? The single soul who believed in me, She was the R in Raven, And I can't let her memory fade, Get over it they say, But they don't understand, How such a tragedy destroyed this man, That's all I can say, They don't want to stay, Nobody wants to see me cry, And heck I don't care cause I'm dead inside anyway, Nothing matters, I'm dead inside anyway, So let me finally say, I won't let go till I come to meet you, Oh! I won't let you go, It doesn't matter I'm dead inside anyway, Who cares about this day, Or why I still breath, And live, Because I'm dead inside anyway...