Sciamachy - WonderLand lyrics

[Verse One] Welcome to my f**ing WonderLand I'll drown you in my hot beats Looking at my hands Please listen to my rhymes I guess you don't got the time I'll find satisfaction through these lines I swear to God I'm fine (I'm f**ing fine) Peace, love, hateful, grateful They're all basically the same slang Listen mom and dad, I'm a f*g Forgive me, it's just a tag I'll always be the same name You're my f**ing family I pray everyday but I'm losing my sanity I believe in a higher being I just don't believe in goddamn Christianity I don't see the humanity This is why I have to sniff another line every f**ing night [Chorus] Let me drown Just let me drown I'm so sick and tired of all this running around I stand here with my feet on the ground And I'm calling out, "God help me now!" But I'm beginning to doubt That I'll ever get out And that I need to break out Of this so called "house" "Son, I think you need to get a real job. This sh**, it's not a real career. You'll never make it." [Verse Two] Welcome to my f**ing WonderLand Y'all wanna know who I really f**ing am? (uh) "Well you're stupid, you're a waste of space. You're garbage, you're a disgrace." Well I'm sorry mom and I'm sorry dad But I just want to be who I really am And I'm sorry our plans don't go hand in hand But I'm on my own in this crazy land Uh, out of mind, out of sight My life is battle, my life is fight To you it might seem pretty f**ing tight But I gotta sniff another line to get through the night [Verse Three] I pray everyday and I don't see your God May I ask, do you know or do you play by belief I don't believe in Christianity I cast away that You come for me I guess that makes me not have humanity? Sunday might be a holy day for you But it's a blazing f*g kind of day for me So I just say please act before you play by belief Cause you don't know what I'm actually going through (I'm sorry mom and dad that I'm a f*g. If I could change it, I would... I'm sorry.)