Schama Noel - Thoughts of a Loner lyrics

[Schama Noel] I wake up in the morning by myself Key words: by myself Put my heart in a jar on the top of the shelf Start the car & I saw that the pa**enger's side was just a seat belt Oh you lonely too ? What? You thought it was only you ? Sitting here in the dark cause depression is my only mood They asked why didn't you release this on valentines day Cuz valentines fake Valentines day? AKA find a girl with an average mind day, be temporarily satisfied day Then go back to your average lives day? I just want a girl I could hold hands with Maybe go to a party and slow dance with I hate romance flicks Cause Twilight is the opposite of my life My life is the opposite of your life Your life is accomplishments & warm nights They say that rainbows come right after the storm right ? Well it just rained and I don't no rainbows All I see is cupids and they make it rain bows No arrows for me, which means no directions for me So it seems like me finding love just ain't destined to be Thoughts of a loner Thoughts of a loner Thoughts of a loner [Schama Noel] Im all alone All I got is my microphone Still have feelings for my ex but she's silent like a xylophone Pretty sure a guy would pick up, if I ever were to dial her phone Just a lonely soul, im most likely to die alone That's why I never smile long, my heart is like a fire alarm If a girl pulls it, it'll sound before I am harmed Like what the hecks a soulmate? Is that when you play footsies with your shoes on and your soles mate? Love costs can I get a coupon for the whole day? Be the protons, electrons & neutrons to my nuclei(new-clay)? I mean nuclei This ain't a song for me, this ain't a song for you, it's a song for us You & I For the loners who drive to a party with a suit & tie Just to find the girl that you like kissing a guy when you arrive So you drive back home cause you can't find a girl that'll give you a drive Sorry my friend, but she doesn't wanna be with you tonight Your hunger for love is gonna leave you deprived Love's in the air & it pollutes the skies But it skips us, don't you commit suicide Just play this song cuz I'm tryna keep you alive Please remember when you outside under the blue horizon And you think you're the lonely one You're not the only one There was no girl as gorgeous as she Face like a portrait There was no girl more important to me but more importantly She had her own identity, her signature could never be forged She was like a fortress and I was the king, that's a metaphor, cuz she was more than the queen But unfortunately, she was nothing more than a dream Thoughts of a Loner...