Scattered Fall - Nannette lyrics

mother why has it come to this why is this noose wrapped around my neck what can i do before i fall? i look back and i have no steps my memory is fading with one regret you sit at home and cry for me but you did no wrong you did your best so now you carry on (it seems I'm going nowhere) but at least I'll get there fast (wondering what the purpose of this is) and how much longer will it last (will it last) when you're in a state of devastation where do you run? when all you know is aggravation where do you run? when your life's complete complication where do you run? when you're in a state of devastation where do you run? (left alone with a razor he said) left alone with a razor he said (mother help me) left alone with a razor he said mother HELP ME help me mother please