Scatterbrained Atheists - Dim lyrics

My heart cut itself on the same gla** window Reaching for the sky, but if you get close it burns you I never lost the sight of what I loved that was in you I never stay the same unless I'm thinking about you These ant the same days as Cain and Abel But people still can't trust their lovers and brothers Every time I think I have a tiny dream Every time I blink it turns to nightmares it seems And a dream ant a dream unless it believes in me But my dreams ant a thing unless they mean something In this life, I only get one chance to say it This heart, you only get one chance to break it After that, it doesn't get put back together I could say it a million times, I could stand here forever There's no limit to the amount time that I can stay bitter I would set the world on fire just to bring it to my level I wish the devil did exist so that I could face him And even though I don't believe in him, I'm filled with demons A darkness grows inside you when beaten as children Is the same that's unleashed when I hear you screaming “I'm Leaving” there is no coming back That road has been destroyed, and now I'm burning up what's left But the memories will never leave, they sit inside, a curse to me Reminding me, of what we used to really want to strive be I know, 0I am my own worst enemy, I dragged you in this war with me I try to play a better part, but i can't play phony It's 12 years since I've seen my brother loney The last time I saw him he tried to chock and k** me I got a scar on my face from when we were kids and he stabbed me I no longer live in fear, I'm just dead like a zombie Feels like everything I've loved only tries to destroy me Feels like everyone I've loved, could never really know me, sept you