Heartlessly abandoned At the highest peaks of chaos Staring at the only path My only path goes nowhere A loss so overshadowed, so in vain An atom spiraling through darkyears of pain I'm on my way to meet hell deep below Gracefully I am devoured I see her break and crush and ba*tardize Sudden escape from the upheaval Leaves like porcupines pierce her skin Soft, warm juices pour on my palms Her contagious sensual mystique Overwhelms me I can't a**imilate Just cannot comprehend This Essence Heaven-Sent Outbalanced and painless I sparkle with my empress In an Essence Heaven-Sent (I simply long to feel What's too true to be real) I must meet hell down deep inside To break and crush all the inherent lies Together we'll untie the vast intrigues Together... we will control our lives !