Scarve - Blackloader lyrics

["Blackloader" was originally written in 1995, and featured on our 1996 "Six Tears Of Sorrow" mini-CD. This as a brand new, completely re-arranged version.] Nothingness in curves Nothingness so present inside me Woke up from my dream Deafened by this ghostly silence (It seemed so real) I watched it all just scatter before me Where did I go wrong? Dreaming I was safe But nothing is ever obtained Another day in pain Left behind to damn the crime that I ignore And depend on my deteriorating reason Values turn to nothing Blackness colours the air Negative resistance To the urge of sweet fulfilment (I lose control) I watch it all just scatter before me And I lose control Dreaming I was safe Dreaming all my life My whole life... just a dream Colours blend and fade away Time has come for us to play No more mystic poetry No more space for you to be All left is Black! Feel the pain... I damn the crime that I ignore