Scars Of Life - Placebo lyrics

Fake a smile, I force a tear To show an illusion that I care I would rather you just shut your mouth Then listen to the bullsh** you spew out I don't want this, or do I need this? Its getting way to hard to hold my tongue There's a door that's blocking off my way But there's so much more I want to say I just can't be around you Still hiding from this life And the more I keep looking at you I feel this growing inside See through me, I beg of you I don't know what more I can do And I know that you won't understand Your only doing the least of what you can I can't fake this, want to erase it I have had about all that I can take There's a path that's calling out my name Its a road I know I'll never take I've tried to go my way, escaping from you Not listening to what you say, I don't need you Feelings slowly fade away with time The hate is growing inside