Scare Don't Fear - Vanish lyrics

I feel like I got this weight on my shoulders Admit I been caught up and trippin I just keep losing focus Don't think I can hold it no more Tell me whats this all for They waiting for my downfall so I stand tall Ain't nothing new My bills over due My mood is blue But I'm pullin through So hard to keep my cool Wish life had a manual My food is filled with chemicals This sh** they feed me I'm treated like feces Sick of the misleading SO BACK UP! You bouta get body slammed I'm past giving a damn (DAMN!) Does anybody understand All these issues at hand Me and my clan do what we can To keep these walls from caving in Running low on patience and I can't pretend Sometimes I feel like I'm buried alive Maybe I'm locked and confined Caught in a tide What can I find To get through the night This time I know I'm buried alive Entombed and enshrined Caught in a tide What can I find To get through the night I feel like I got this weight on my shoulders Admit I been caught up and trippin I just keep losing focus Don't think I can hold it no more Tell me whats this all for They waiting for my downfall so I stand tall All hope restored Don't be so quick to write me off I'm not the one you wanna cross Refuse to take another loss They won't admit it but they need me here they wanna see me Vanish Extinguished from this planet They wanna see me vanish I will not vanish They wanna see me...