Saving Throw - Snake's Way lyrics

Sun hasn't shined and it's been cold for weeks. The last words I said were not words. You'd forget. I know in your greatness you will have them forever, even if we don't speak again. Your face always shined, even when it was dark. Your heart only shined so much brighter. Now it's time for you to go on your way, but our memories will stay here with me day by day. You treat me as if you wish I were dead. I doubt you would be relieved. Think of how you don't know me and hate me so much. Sorrow I have suffered would make you feel like you love me. Life isn't long enough to leave the ones you love so full of emptiness. You wouldn't want to rest forever feeling hollow and unwanted. Forgiveness is to show how you feel. Don't throw away your words because you can't always get them back. This month has to end. I've learned enough to last me forever. Stop taking away my will to be happy. So much blood has been shed and too many lives have been lost. The oxygen tank is now out of order. When can I get a new one. Did I misinterpret the directions? I'm only trying to care. Is it good to know that we are here, but you are gone and no one cares