Savilion Beats - Unholy Trinity lyrics

Unholy Trinity (Intro: Nathan Baya) This the part of the album I lose some of y'all , gain some of y'all but could care less because I don't do it for none of y'all (Chorus: Nathan Baya) I was around the age of 12 When I thought that I was going to hell Masterbation seems to run the nation Told myself it's me , myself and I But God sees with the all seeing eye So as much as I try to do in the dark Whatever done in the dark must come To light and one day I must Be face to face with the God of light And will my soul be ready for him? (Verse 1: Nathan Baya) I was round the age of 12 when I thought that I was going to hell See I was home alone Kevin Mcallister and just last night had an Encounter with the pastor And what he was preaching felt like He was reaching to me spefically When lust comes across all thoughts Of the one who died on the cross get lost And ya find yourself in the wrong place I found my placed behind a computer screen That visually give me all I wanted to see s**ually Was on different websites day and night like Kid Cudy just a kid stripped away from his innocent Through differents websites he visited (Chorus: Nathan Baya) I was around the age of 12 When I thought that I was going to hell Masterbation seems to run the nation Told myself it's me , myself and I But God sees with the all seeing eye So as much as I try to do in the dark Whatever done in the dark must come To light and one day I must Be face to face with the God of light And will my soul be ready for him? (Verse 2: Nathan Baya) Here's how the story ends Me and her in bed she give me head Which led to this and led to that And in the mist of all that s** never Came across till she tossed a jimmy to me But my intelligence was on neutron she thought To my virginity head was the coupon she got on top and try to Put it on me but the thought of hell always haunts me so I Moved her and she said what you to holy for me? I said no it's just that area I want to go when I'm married Long story short, my Ex became my Ex because I would not offer Sex even if I offered it she still be my ex cause word is She wanted Relations I wanted a relationship I guess that's why our relationship could never Take ship ( Spoken Word Poetry: Nathan Baya) My love for Christ Is like a fight between Darkness and the light I wanna follow the light Because it's what's right But what's right doesn't Always feel right And what's wrong Can feel so right Right ? My love for Christ is like a Fight between the flesh And the spirit I'm suppose to bring d**h To the flesh but every time my spirit Arises It rises to sin So hard to win in Christ When everything within the world Is built for you lose to Christ within and gain the world but the bible explains what good does a man gain, in gaining the world but losing his soul ? It's crazy how once I die the Money can't follow Matter as a fact one I die even This physical body in this world stay inside and only my soul rises to the Sky and meets the one who created The sky and the heavens And in God presence here comes the question Is my name in the book of life And only way for your name to be In the book of life is buy following The book he left us in this life which is the bible But see my life is like a cycle of darkness and light Every time I come close to the light darkness comes in sight to blind my sight to leave me thinking I'm not holy enough to fight this fight Between darkness and the light Cuzz my see my love for Christ is like a fight between darkness and the But I've suffered to much in this life to suffer as well in the after life once I die I will live to see heaven and be happy in God presence and never hear the sentence of " I never knew you " Hold up God you tell me to wait till marriage But I don't feel were it says if I wait a wife I will gain what if I forever wait but yet get never married ... With all these unanswered questions In my mind will I really wait till that date I don't know but if it is to go I pray it's with someone I love & not someone I just lust