Satellites - Home Sweet Home lyrics

I've spent hours trapped inside my head Trying to figure out just why you left And let this patience turn to bitterness Blind love is difficult in your defence So face your every mistake You know you can't run from the past now there is no escape Bend and break the promise you made Thats not a father It's just spineless apathy I've lost faith in the words you spray Don't act like a f**ing saint You ain't no saving grace Lately all I can think about is this broken home That girls daddy's gone And your bullsh** filling her with false hope So let my dreams dance in shallow graves While you mend all you should have saved And I'm so tired of being scared In turn I've learned life is all but fair