Samuel - Don't Listen to the Noises lyrics

[Verse 1: Welsh] I just came off the hardest week I lay here tryna sleep Once I do these issues I dream Not once twice, skip to the sixth Im barely pa**ing for the month Its only the fifth and I'm pacing Headaches, habits, stress whats left? Tomorrows the tenth With my eyes bent I take a breath Tiptoeing around the question As the devil dances lurking I can't believe I'll never get the lesson Its the 3rd try, ain't --- ------ we degrade When we do right its all the same So as were slippin How can't you expect -? These are my problems Only I got 'em But Im being controlled & put to the cold Its like my tounge swolled It was all looking gold Till I was there for the call Now yall speakin about my issues & im the ventriloquist doll Im asking can I live Can I live, tell me can I live? [Hook: Welsh] Can I live Tell me Can I live Just let me be great On the run Off the path of life No turning back Let me be me Now can i live Verse 2 Staring at the closed door Thinking its the same bout my - Im on the wrong looking for more Wanting what I can't have Reaching what I can grab Ranting & all Im ready to do is laugh Getting made fun of & Im joking Laying in the dark just hoping The rain could pa** over I could tackle the tornado in my room Noises in my head Saying there's something I need to prove Im off path & there's nothing left to lose Only wantin to do what'll help But maybe if you knew how i felt Maybe if you saw what I tell Maybe if you were me you'd see Maybes the only word to say when you hope ---- No is the only word to say when your close but doubt love Sometimes its less than reality Over hyping what Im doing shallows me Allowing me to understand Ill - be anything in reality Now Im yelling can I live? Hook [Verse 3: Welsh] The hardest part about life right now is saying everythings okay I want it to just go my way But tell me why I should say it if I know its the wrong answer in another mind? Its hard when I know the real truth I tell everybody the real truth Everday I say you know its still true Some people think its never the truth But I know if you were in my shoes you'd understand this real truth Everything is changing but Im not changing with life That's why Im laying here at night Praying to my gods that the same is in sight My prayers were answered before I can only hope this won't be ignored - - talks on the tv Im yelling could you free me I dont want any free medicine I wanna be okay now ------ Im setting sins that I wanna fix I wanna start over I wanna be a new man I wanna hold love closer I can finally understand