Sam Nelly - Just Thoughts (Free Verse) lyrics

I didn't need much but a hand to hold Now it looks to me as if you're growing cold Love and affection wasn't even my need Now you're acting like you got me on my knees It wasn't that serious I'm not delirious I can drop you just as quick as you can me My silence couldn't even help you see I treat these boys like they treat me Maybe that's exactly why I'm in this bed With nobody here Just me instead No one to call my own No one to stress All he did was make me want to get undressed Baby thats lust for ya I can take a hint and uh I'll leave you alone if that's what you crave We got as far as we did cus I'm brave I was just curious, ended up being furious Cus of all the time that I can't get back Man I ain't ever fell that off track Stuck in a pit and I couldn't quit him He was like an antidote straight from above I still dismissed love So maybe it's my fault Cus it takes two to make a thing go round Look at the bond we found But you don't even think about Samantha, nah I'm just another b**h that took it too damn far A soul from Chicago gave me tranquility And took it all away without an ounce of nobility I'm no utility Ending this was easy with your heartless ability Cus you weren't feeling me but I was involved s**ed so deep into your vibe I should've known better than to always provide Cus everyone is temporary nowadays Fingers crossed as they say to you always Well I gave it all, wasn't the right thing But at least I'll admit when I see I'm trifling Ladies sit back and make yourself take notes Cus I been through the worst and I don't lose hope Every man's a different type of soul at night See how he treats you when the mood ain't right If he ain't having it, you might be nothing But if he puts effort into making you something Don't be ungrateful Thank him for his love when he could be hateful People lose the urge to make a love intact When they see their effort only sets them back Take it from me, I'm the one who was told He didn't want much but a hand to hold...