Pulling myself apart today, To see whats underneath, I an*lyse the things I say, Its a mystery to me. Why cant I be normal like everyone else? Why cant I become something more than myself? I reach and I'm trying to believe in me, But its just too hard to see. Who am I now? And when will I be found? What if I drown? Im going under now.... Lost like a ship without a sail, And terrified to fail, Sick of the sickness that I feel, Its a mystery to me... Why cant I be normal like everyone else? Why cant I become something more than myself? I reach and I'm trying to believe in me, But its just too hard to see.. Who am I now? And when will I be found? What if I drown? I'm going under now.... I'm going under now I'm going under now Who am I now? And when will I be found? What if I drown? I'm going under now.... Who am I now? And when will I be found? What if I drown? I'm going under now.