Sainthood Reps - Quitter lyrics

I heard what everybody said I can't hear my own head Forgiveness comes easy to me I can't forgive myself so easily I kept it in, I kept quiet Hop on the train, walk alone, forget it, but Saying it's not worth talking about Is what makes it worth talking about I've seen it, I'm just too jaded to believe it I was your world Now the weight of the world's been lifted By a rope, hanging lifeless Ready to drop like an anvil I was an anchor, I held you down and Held your breath underwater so long You almost drowned Every future is someone else's past Closer and closer The floors felt like sleeves on my body I can't breathe from the heat I'm burning, I'm cinder A bed of smoke Cigarettes in my sleep d**h from beneath