Saint Sinner (a.k.a. Saintfed) - My feelings lyrics

[VERSE 1: SAINTFED] In 2012 i again returned to rap after long time break Myself decided to do it Thanks a lot by Eminem's song "No apologies" i did it! For example if few years ago to me told, that i'll be relate with rap music I would have not believed. Now i fixated on it! Yeah i can delete all songs in my music player But it doesn't remove from my soul, thats like a prayer Music talks to me, i can't live without it I started to rap long time ago - cuz i love it! Always liked rap, i can't explain this deed! Deep down it's something especial. I feel this sh**! Something that always can inspirin' me and near to be My friend that never leaves, always gimme help hand Stay closer to me, get rid off of all my enemys That's my gun that i can to pop in any minute You immediately realize that i'm genius As soon as you'll get verbal shot back. You'll can't even talk back While i'm spillin' my rap like a f**in' finger snap With my step up my sk**s only's getting up Don't even expect f**ed up of me cuz only that you can see is Rap that's all i got, i've just could not give a f** about it! Thanks a lot Lord for this talent, that once i have got [VERSE 2: SAINTFED] Confess, before i tried to write rap with thought to become famous Get rich, wouldn't be nameless But now i've realized it's not important With false fame you acquire only shame, and then remains to blame yourself You need to put in the songs your soul, guy. Everything else will come with time Yeah maybe it's silly to write English in country Where's this language knows only a few But it's only my view! I do it for myself! Not for someone! And i dont need no f**ing help! Very often so much thoughts climbin' into my head Then i need to gatherin' them just for meaning it's like a puzzle man! Maybe i writin very strange but who needs it gon' understand I write it as it comes to my head, sometimes it's impossible ain't to write I do it cuz i found a way to express myself in the life I don't know if i'll write music until the ends of my days I will try until not disappear my last hole light But in this period of life i should bound yourself with rap music It just always helps me to overcome all hardships on my way Maybe one day i'll wake up and understand that i can't write anymore! But better don't think aboit it But if it happens let it be just a bad dream, no more