Sahbabii - Scared Of Myself lyrics

[Intro] b*tch, big Goliath Big lions Big gorillas (Otis) Yeah Yeah, yeah, yeah Yeah, yeah, yeah, oh yeah yeah Yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah yeah [Chorus] I'm so scared of myself Crazy thoughts in my head fu*k it, spend that cheese, leave him dead fu*k it, I'ma kill him, stack some bread [Verse 1] Yeah, money been killers Money buy killers, money buy killers, money buy killers Money buy scary guns I see through these ni**as, Mangekyō Sharingan I bought my b*tch a fat ass, she want a diamond ring, fu*k you mean? He trending on Instagram, ni**a ran off with his bling He pay for his sh*t, that cha-ching You go get your sh*t back, you reach This a deuce deuce, ni**a, peace I was giving out thousands of P's His b*tch is a squeeze, I don't wanna keep, I know it's a lease Spend money on bonds but I know them [?] won't let him be Wanna [?] the prison, my dawg in the cage, wanna let him free And [?] she catch a STD I don't trust a soul for real, I ain't even trusting me I cut off these ni**as like nails He a ally or threat, I can't tell Boy, you gotta look out for yourself [?] dirty hitting below the belt I turned coldhearted, I can't melt I'm playing with the hand I was dealt Leave your top red like some [milk?] [Chorus] I'm so scared of myself Crazy thoughts in my head fu*k it, spend that cheese, leave him dead fu*k it, I'ma kill him, stack some bread [Verse 2] ni**as be picking and choosing they battles I want smoke with whoever, b*tch, it do not matter Still get to the top when they kick down the ladder Ain't kissing no ass, that sh*t make 'em madder Come out the cut with that rata-tat-tata We spill his bladder, I was a jacker Too many hoes, I ain't doing no jacking Death taught me a lot, I ain't doing no lacking When they talk about bodies, b*tch, I love the chattering On the phone talking 'bout murders, these ni**as that dumb Don't turn your back on me, I'll take your backbone Like negative twenty degrees, b*tch, I'm that cold [Chorus] I'm so scared of myself Crazy thoughts in my head fu*k it, spend that cheese, leave him dead fu*k it, I'ma kill him, stack some bread