Sahara Hotnights - No for an Answer lyrics

I'm just calling to say that finally I've lost counting On how many broken dreams and wasted hours waiting With a feeling of being somewhere to fill the space Just to leave once again knowing you're still hesitating No for an answer was not what I was hoping for I'm sure I could have taken it if you had told me before I dressed up in armour to dare follow you home Now I let you believe My nerves are out of steel and my heart out of stone Sick of the dips and the kicks and what comes With the price of your company Kisses won't stick and like water praisings run off of me Doing whatever I please as if you were serving a royalty When you say I'm sweet with my needs all I hear is you pitying Waking up in the middle of comedy and tragedy Desperately trying to spot some kind of loyalty Is it all in my mind is it dragons and demons and fantasies That your righteous ambitions would only be phrases and charity