S.O. - So It Begins lyrics

And so it begins who would have ever thought that this day was bright I got a deal, writing rhymes its a stage for fright Mother speaking wisdom to my ears giving great advise At times I write only just to see my status liked (Pride) with so much folly up in my trolley, can God use someone like me And I keep asking the same question, see my brow stay sweating But the Spirit give rest indeed Its not about you young S He says I decrease He increase in my sentences I need Jesus deep thesis that is heaven sent Please believe it is Him that I'm resting in Lean since I get my strength From the Bread of Life so I feast on And drink water from His well should I keep going Cease sipping cease spitting I'm in deep thought This ordeal made me feel I should cease flowing Can you see the fears up in my eyes hommie I still muse upon the words that Shai told me About the woman I care for time showed me Awaken love before time and you sigh only But I only rise up I'm my mind rest in God's great love Memories what has been tried and tested I'm the reason my impressions were depressive But I am never the one 2 take in anti-depressants But simply suppress it What you people impressed with Me, I am nothing but see the grandest message That I speak is And I ain't coming with here eloquence But hoping that a true state taking precedence Are you getting this I share my burdens on this verse and my hurt Lord God take residence In the inner most parts of my being So they when they see me they see you but it seems Many men won't hear it don't care bout what the word say See I don't rhyme to have wowed by the wordplay No, this is more than song I am weak He is strong I am me He is God Yeah, a mortal speaking about the immortal No portal 2 the Father just Christ I mean the Way And Trusay we talk about what we got too But some days I lay awake in my bed coz I be afraid Stale water do you see the state Smell the aroma reading Romans in my secret place The sacrifice of atonement is what He became That's why GP and Serene are always screaming grace Not perfect on surface does it seem we great Many think that we claim to be But Christ like is only what we aim to be Don't care if we don't swing in them major league Because, we wanna live a life as bondservant Live amongst many, but were living for 1 Person And I'm certain that His words are eternal So who could I turn to, but the Ruler whose rods working The Shepherd of the sheep but the scapegoat Echo this God saves souls Ima say so really till my last breath Pray I am found busy for His kingdom in my last step Can't half step, in the past tense I did Was brought out of the pit, God showed I'm His It's still surreal that this deal sits on a table Even if the rain Cains, God's more than able to do it So even if I stare at gloom I trust in Jesus to steer me through Yeah I'm living with the end in view So it begins but its ending soon