S. Holden Jaffe - Lying on the Floor lyrics

Is this just a song you've written Or is it really what you see? Behind your eyes there's something different “What the hell is wrong with me?” And every night your floor breaks open The devil's sitting in your room But if the pills can't k** the demons Then they must be k**ing you When you're lying on the floor Just think of me, and drag yourself to the wall You said you lost yourself, but you never felt before And when it comes back, it's like it never left at all Your parents always use their wisdom They love you but they can't understand Your brother's always been your hero You'll keep him healthy when you can Kids with jazz guitars and egos Can turn an honest heart to stone You'll free yourself this love addiction Aria, leave my friend alone When you're lying on the floor Just think of me and drag yourself to the wall You said you lost yourself, but you never felt before But when it comes back, it's like it never left at all I would give you my mind I would open your eyes I would sing you to sleep, this is your lullaby I would give you my mind I would open your eyes Will you treat me the same, if I don't let you die I would k** all the voices The horrible sounds You're a friend I know I won't be leaving without I would k** all the voices The horrible sounds Drown the man in his suit, please keep the needle out yeah When you're lying on the floor Just think of me, and drag yourself to the wall You said you lost yourself, but you've never felt before But when it comes back, it's like it never left at all When you're lying on the floor Just think of me, and drag yourself to the wall You said you lost yourself, but you've never felt before But when it comes back, it's like it never left at all Is this just a song you've written Or is it really what you see? Behind your eyes there's something different Is it really what you see?