Ryan's Hope - By the Sword lyrics

I've been thinking about a way to regain a life with meaning So deceiving living uncertainty I could tell you I never felt the same and only played the game In telling lies that prophesize the true meaning of my demise but In the face of doubt I'm driven by the sound That I'll embrace til the end Because it's you I will surround Just know that I won't let you down Now it's all come down to this Life, the only life I knew Mine, the sullen riot I've been living for Dying for now I'll make the best of this Night is the only way to grow Unlearn to find a better way And give until my blood runs dry In the face of doubt I must recall the warmth When I've been cold for so long Because it's I who'd rather die Then disregard this battle cry Now it's all come down to this And I must make the best of this I won't ever fall to what ma**es embrace Let all these distractions start to burn