Ryan Oakes - Drinking About You lyrics

No one's gonna love you like I do... [Chorus: Repeat 2x] I can't stop drinking about you I gotta let go of the pain I can't stop drinking about you Without you I ain't the same [Verse: Ryan Oakes] You wouldn't believe, you never could see My potential and everything I saw in me Why couldn't you be the girl just for me But instead you was f**in' with multiple thieves You never gave me a reason of why you were cheatin' You left me so heated, you never so leaded You acted like you were an over-achievement And now I'm repeating the play Late in my bed When I feel alone and you cross in my head You ripped me apart, now a part of me is dead I still think of sh** that I wished that I'd said Here to digress, and let it digest Continued to keep everything repressed And let it compress until I'm depressed And I snap on a track And put in a rap all the things I confess And I swear you had it set You weren't right so I got up and left You poured the poison I swallowed: regret I couldn't expect it from you when you lack self-respect And just know: I really hate it You set it up, impossible to save it I never liked my name until I heard you saw it My love took a corner now it's time to go pay it I'm paying my dues, drunk in a club so numb ?? my lungs, k**ing my brain cells 'til I go dumb This sh** gets old but I'm still so young Now where to go, now what to do? Anything to stop me from thinking of you I'm grabbing a case, take it straight to the face Then I'm hitting this vape and forgetting the truth [Chorus: 2x] [Verse: Ryan Oakes] All of the pain, all of the hurt All of the change, all of the work I thought I got could keep it to myself But I'mma but it in a verse: I put you first, you put me second What I deserved wasn't a message Saying that 'Ryan, I'm sorry I cheated again' And I'd lie if I say I wasn't expecting it The record you left it was permanent We couldn't make it through the turbulence These other girls give me encouragement But I don't believe in the permanence What do I do, I can't feel I can't sit down cause I can't sit still I'm worried that every person that comes into my life Would be fake when I thought they were real Ain't got no trust, everyone lies Patiently waiting to see a demise They would rather see me fall than to go get it all But at least I went out and I tried What's on your mind, when you listen to these tracks Do you think it's funny I think I can rap Do you ever stop and regret what has pa**ed Do you think that if you were loyal we'd last Well now that it's all over b**h I'm moving on I said it When I said I f**ing hate you girl I hope you know I meant it Cause the only thing you ever did was make me look pathetic Now it's up to me to make to make sure that you regret it [Chorus 4x]