Ryan Oakes - Numb lyrics

[Verse 1: Ryan oakes] I'm talking do you pay attention? Then attention is building, I'm building aggression I'm asking these questions, you keep me guessing I guess I'll stress until your breath a confession You never mentioned the fact you run and react The second I told you I love you but nothing above you No, you should've kept me intact but you let me collapsed What happened to hope I'm sitting here broke Like everything I've been living a joke How can I cope when I need you the most I won't be okay but I won't be sore by you Damn that sh**s sad i'm thinking about everything we could've had You promise to fight through the bad now look we are at I guess I'll go and pack my bags [Verse 2: Ryan oakes] I still feel hopeless and broken I'm hoping you reconsider the fate you delivered I'm bitter and I want that option back open I wrote and I've spoken and you haven't notice My feeling were stolen and now I'm here choking Up tears I've been crying up potions and my eyes been swollen While your close a** mind didn't try to open up You let that love mix with that lust I've bought lies and repay trust Lost myself and became us See I was invested I felt protected when I was with you I felt I was perfection now I'm neglected I'm still trying Obsessing to get over you as a lesson I'm broke man.. [Verse 3: Ryan Oakes] You couldn't relate You never could see all the f**ed up sh** that's happened to me I've tried and tried just happen to be Yet another female fasten to me I wasn't always this way I wasn't always in pain now ill just sit and pray that it will go away I feel like I'm in my grave but I'm sick of hearing you upset Asking me, "Ryan why did you play with me?" I won't clean this mess there no point where you'll be hating me I'm sorry for the room you settled in and love you made with me just unfortunately out of service