Ryan Oakes - Missed Calls lyrics

[Intro: Lauryn, On Phone] Hey Ryan it's me, and I'm kind of out of it right now I'm making a collect call I've got so much to do, I'm just wondering how everything is When you get this if you can call me back it'd be nice, I guess (Voice Machine) *Please leave your voice and a short message after the tone* [Verse 1: Ryan Oakes] Hey Tess its me, I got your phone call and uh I've been thinking and I just wanted to call you back and uh... I just wanna say f** you Cause I ain't ever had room to breath I pursue my dream in my community They never had my back until I blew up it seemed And that's bullsh** And you don't really love me babe You just miss the pain that I take away And you only came back when you saw the fame And that's bullsh** Ugh, still geek so That's what I get when I'm messing with the freak hoes Leaving me s**ed more than deepthroat Hot girl but her heart 5 below Shady girl need to see the sun When I say shape up I don't mean to run I just mean you're lost And you're not the type I wanna try to bring back Since I got the hype and that's real [Break 1: Lauryn, On Phone] Hey Ry, it's Lauryn, um I'm at a party right now And I just really need you to come pick me up I'm the worst person in the whole entire world for letting you go And cheating on you I'm really sorry [Verse 2: Ryan Oakes] I didn't pick you up, I just blocked your call I don't give a f** if you lost at all Cuz when the yell of us came you said it's my fault And that's bullsh** You ripped me up and tore me apart And you lied to me straight from the start And now I'm the one left with a broken heart And that's bullsh**, uh Do you miss me, do you miss all the nights you would kiss me? Till you went to my friends and you dissed me "Cheated with them mistreated and hit me" I hope you know I'm in pieces for you I'd never expect that deceiving from you I'm ignoring the texts I'm receiving from you Now I'm patching the wounds I'm bleeding from you And that's real [Break 2: Guy, On Phone] Yo Ry, what's up man, um I just need you to shoot me a text or something dude What happened was really f**ed up Um, yeah just need to hear from you Alright bye [Verse 3: Ryan Oakes] f** you, uh Thought you'd have my back dawg till you screwed up Got my girlfriend drunk dawg took her to a room and did whatever you want dawg Wanna know the funny part, huh? She liked it She had you it happened like every night It was crazy we'd get in a fight Then she'd run off come to your place through the green light Like "where was the rent" when she's in your bed Was I ever a thought inside either your heads You destroyed me the lonely is broken and dead I'm just trying to make right with the part of me left God damn, sh** You both are the reason I never get close All the closest to me always cut off the ropes Now I'm happy and sad and I'm loved and alone And that's real [Break 3: Guy, On Phone] Hey man I was just calling to let you know it's my last day before I move away I was calling to see if you wanna get a bite to eat one last time or something man Just let me know Alright peace bro [Verse 4: Ryan Oakes] What the hell have I done? I don't wanna run I've been terrified of the person I've become I'm accustomed to numb I'm in love with the rum I was young and in love and I even was dumb And I hate it, sh** But it's too late to take it back I've been working hard I might break my back Try to carry us and you hated that But I tried, put that on my life And the only way you pay me back was in lies Girl those eyes redefine what that means I mean hoping I know you got yours but I never had mine and I guess in due time I'll realize that it was my fault too And I hope what I say here haunts you You can try and come back but I don't want you And I'm sorry Cause ever since I drowned the pain and I came in the game and I got the fame sh** changed and I'll admit it I'm not the same I know I mighta broke your heart but I lost myself And I'm stuck in dark so try to restart And I'm sorry