Ryan A. McShane - Capable lyrics

I was 20 years old when i wrote this song I'll be 21 soon but not sure for how long Feet on the ground but am i capable Feel like i'm not on nothin stable The head feels soft as bu*ter Stammer when the lights kind of flutter With the heat in the winter, the wise cracker moves slow But moves still, moving still but i'm moving still But when theres more to hold on to i let it go